Top and Faux Fur Vest: New Look
Boots: Jeffrey Campbell c/o Sarenza
A massive wardrobe clear out last weekend prompted the rediscovery of this faux fur vest and these orange boots. I wonder now why they were hidden away for so long; both are much loved pieces that deserve to be worn far more, especially these boots, they might not be everyone's cup of tea but I adore them and they are SO comfortable.
I'm not going to lie or sugarcoat anything in this post, I'm struggling a bit in how I look in these jeans now compared to say, August when I was significantly underweight. I've worked hard to get to the place I am now and it frustrates me no end that I can't accept a healthier looking body when all round I feel amazing and I'm so much happier, more confident in myself and finally living life. I hope that my continued blogging will help me accept what I have, I am not going through the hell that is relapse and the inevitable weight gain again. I'm too tired of anorexia, of life being governed by numbers and routine, I am having too much fun to repeat that wretched cycle for the 43827th time.
Anyway, onwards and upwards to brighter things. It's Monday which means a late start for me (although I'm still wide awake at a stupid hour) and this week brings Pancake day AND Valentines day which although I won't personally be paying much attention to I know a lot of people are so I hope for those of you who are planning lovely things that it's a wonderful and happy day.
What are you looking forward to most this week?